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March 24 Feast Of Inspiring Bishop And Friend Archbishop Oscar Romero

By Kathy Murray

A reflection to follow as March 24 is the 22nd anniversary of the martyrdom of Archbishop Romero. This feast has a special feel this year in light of this March also being the 25th anniversary of the martyrdom of Rutilio Grande, SJ - Archbishop Romero's good friend who converted him and led him to sainthood. Most likely Archbishop Romero had a similar effect in shaping Rutilio as well - though we don't have as much info on that part of the story.

This year Passion Sunday is also the feast of Archbishop Oscar Romero when we commemorate the 22nd anniversary of his assassination and martyrdom in El Salvador. In a time when we are inundated with stories of the weaknesses and problems of some bishops and priests may we not forget the assassination just last week of the bishop in Colombia for speaking against the powerful drug lords, or the assassination only a few years ago - of Bishop Gerardi in Guatemala the day after his report of human rights abuses was released or 22 years ago the assassination of Archbishop Oscar Romero during the offertory of the mass for speaking on behalf of the poor.

Often when we read stories of 'saints long ago' we can think or we can be led to believe that God only raises up perfect people to be saints, people who seem to have 'arrived'. If we are self righteous and morally exact - some of us can think only folks like that become saints. If we think prayer is the only path then some of us can fall into thinking God only raises up people who exhibit some type of Olympic level of praying. If our definition of perfection is alliance with the poor and nothing else then some can think only the most dedicated and zealous activists get raised up as saints. Yet, when we reflect on the 'saints' who have walked in our times we see God loved them in their humanity and in the variety of ways they manifested their humanity. The common denominator of those whom God raises up as saints seems to be their ability to let God be God in them.

We remember Oscar Romero for the courage of his death. It is easy NOW to think he is a hero that stands above all people. But Oscar Romero's greatness lies in the fact that he opened up his heart and his being to let God work with him. His greatness lies in his humanness and vulnerability to God's love. It is important to remember all of who Oscar Romero was to fully comprehend the goodness of God at work in his choices and actions. God saw potential in Oscar not for his 'properness' as a priest and bishop - but in his ability to be worked with. God loved Oscar and chose him as God loves and chooses us too - not only for our gifts but also for our weaknesses and flaws - for all of who we are.

Oscar Romero was a simple and uncomplicated man. His gift was his ability to be pastoral, sincere and a faithful friend. He spent many years in pastoral work. Of the many photos that are left of him - in 90% of them he has the most tranquil and engaging smile. A caption over one photo says "He has the smile of God". When he was appointed Archbishop he was chosen because he seemed meek in front of the powerful - and hence would cause them no trouble. He had many friends among the wealthy of El Salvador and went to their parties, baptized their children and propped up a seemingly imperial style of church. His conversion came not through his own intellectual development, not through deep and intimate prayer with God. Certainly these aspects cultivated the soil of the seed that was to grow strong inside him. God finally caught his attention as his priests increasingly became caught up with movements among the people for just distribution of wealth and the pursuit of human rights. Initially, Oscar chastised the young priests for their views and basically was telling them to stop their activities. His good friend Rutilio would try to change Oscar's heart and mind, but Oscar would dismiss Rutilio as if he were exaggerating the plight of the poor, was a 'bleeding heart' and did not really know what he was talking about. What a strain that must have been on their relationship and yet through these days they were able to keep their friendship.

Archbishop Romero was installed as archbishop in early 1977. The very days of his installation he was radicalized as he had to ask for release for one of his priests. He was also given a list of priests to condemn and Rutilio's name was on it. Instead of joining in the condemnation, Archbishop Romero wrote a letter condemning the persecution of the church by the government of El Salvador.

Rutilio was carrying that letter from the Archbishop as he was shot down along with his two friends - the elderly Don Manuel and the young boy Rutilio Lemus. Some of the powerful forces in El Salvador that wanted the existing system of domination and greed to continue sent the military and police March 12, 1977 to wait alongside the road from Aguilares to El Paisnal to kill him along with Don Manuel and little Rutilio. Three little boys who had hitched a ride with him saw it all unfold from the floor of the vehicle in which they were riding. They lived to tell the story. Rutilio Grande's last words as he drove along before being shot were "we must do what God asks of us".

It is said that Oscar wept like a child upon going to Aguilares and seeing the bullet ridden body of his close friend Rutilio Grande. The strain in the relationship between Rutilio and Oscar was transformed into the stretching of their love for each other and what God was calling them to do together. Instead of avoiding the struggle of the poor Oscar placed himself at the forefront and became the voice of the poor to the rich and powerful. He changed from being meek and timid to being alive with power and grace. The pastoral gifts he always had - his first love - increasingly became strengthened and transformed into the passionate love of God for the people.

I have always assumed that Rutilio Grande was 'the strong one' who must have been born with great courage and dynamism - and converted his friend Oscar. I imagined him to be a 'rock' of strength to be able to preach God's love for the poor and call for justice to the point such powerful forces converged to murder him.

In truth, Rutilio spent much of his adult life teaching - either in Jesuit schools or working in the seminary. He was a great teacher and had very little time in pastoral work in his early years of ministry. Much of his life he doubted his vocation and felt himself unworthy to be a priest. He was known to be scrupulous and a perfectionist. He broke through his own inner struggles after he was sent in 1963 "to Lumen Vitae, the international institute of catechetics in Brussels. That was to be the time of the first true conversion of his life. In the first place the studies were far more liberal and pastoral than the suffocating theologizing of the seminary. One was encouraged to think for himself, to search out the loving Father (Mother) of the Prodigal Son rather than the wrathful caricature of a vengeful Deity. Far more important, the Church itself in Vatican II had courageously faced up to what many considered centuries of blindness, sanctimoniousness, formalism. And the Church's conversion became Rutilio Grande's conversion. Slowly, ever so slowly, he began to see that he was not called to be a perfect plaster saint unceasingly rapt in adoration; he was called to be a pastor, an outcast and imperfect Samaritan helping his fellow outcasts who lay battered along his road. He had begun to see that there is not merely a vertical dimension to his priesthood - reaching upward only to God - but also a horizontal dimension - reaching the love of God outward to his brothers and sisters in Christ."

For the next 14 years Rutilio immersed himself in the struggles of the people and was one of the first to share the gospel with the people and listen to their interpretations of the Gospel and find God speaking not only in his own heart and mind but in what the people heard from God. Rutilio - gentle, loving and kind - was transformed to speak mighty homilies on behalf of the people.

Rutilio's spirit propelled the conversion of one of the greatest saints of our time and his spirit animates many today. For years now, three crosses have marked the roadside where he was shot down with his two companions. Many times through the years the crosses have been knocked down. To commemorate the 25th anniversary of his maryrdom a new and 'sturdier' monument with a most beautiful portrait of him has been dedicated.

God's power continues to be at work in El Salvador and throughout the world. What a grace to allow that power to work through us and what a grace to see it in those around us. God continues to surprise us - raising up those we least expect. This March 24 - President Bush goes to El Salvador. On the feast of Archbishop Romero might we pray for ongoing conversion for ourselves, for that of our church and for the leadership of both our countries. Might we have the resilience and grace to see and follow God's surprising action in our world.

(Quotes taken from The Voice of Blood, by William O'Malley thanks to Good Shepherd, Kansans on the Rutilio Grande delegation.)


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